They seem to run freely in my life. I go through random waves of things like eating sushi for a month, get sick of it, then go on a Ceasar salad rampage for a month, get sick of it etc. etc. I’ve even gone through ditching coffee for tea! I always go back to coffee at some point though. They are more intense than just cravings, and cravings seem to be a one and done sort of experience. But these, these I would classify as a temporary case of insanity.
Perhaps this mentality is why I have always got to find a new adventure or try a new hobby or learn more or do more! I have noticed that my past is made up of short lived experiences. One right after another. Even my relationships have been this way. I am at the point in my life now that I can clearly see why there has been a constant need for newness and the resulting failures that occur. Now I know how to stop it. Now I know what to expect. I am determined to follow through. Even though fear of the future still seems to be a small issue, I take that as normal. The future is uncertain, and I believe that is something we can all agree on. I learned long ago that life does NOT go according to plan. Especially for me! I can’t complain though! All of my non plans seem to lead me in the right direction. Let’s just say I love the direction my personal non plan life path is going. Why plan?! Just go with the flow. Live in the now. Learn from the past to be prepared for the future, but come back to the now without fear. Don’t resist the uncertain. Love with everything you’ve got! I am putting my entire heart into the future, and I recommend anyone who can, should!
Thank you for reading gibberish. I’ve been going through more of a painting than writing phase. It too shall pass, and then I’ll probably be trying to learn to play a trumpet or something. Who knows! Maybe I’ll paint something good besides my stand up paddle board I repainted and plan on sealing tomorrow. You never know. Why plan it? 😉
Nighty night!
-Bonnie
Figured I’d post a couple pics of random.
That is the new board painting.
Working in the field in Ohio about a month ago.
If you don’t get this you’re probably just too young to get the awesomeness!
My current other temporary addiction. The last one was Not Your Father’s Rootbeer.
Bonnie’s Beach 🏖 